And that wakes me up, properly wakes me up.Īmazingly, experiences similar to the one above, which was related to us by a fellow academic, are very common. Usually all I can do is make a kind of hum in my throat and try to make a feedback cycle, make that louder, as it gets louder the more awake I get, the more I can do until I can eventually perhaps shout. I feel sensations in my body like in a lift, I feel like I’m going down… I can’t move, certainly. And it comes onto me and I can feel its weight and basically the belief is that it’s holding me and that it’s going to drag me down into an abyss… I can feel sensations on my body, it’s multi-sensory. It’s a sort of belief that something’s going to go off and then a shape gathers, a sort of black, small black cloud gathers and it’s the devil… a monster. My eyes are open and usually I get the sense that something in the room is happening, so it’s more like apprehension.
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